..bella.. (brilliantchaos) wrote,

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i'm lonely.

And when you're feeling lonely and it's pressing down on you like a heavy weight, when you can't seem to move and your brain isn't thinking and the wheels have stopped turning and your feet are sighing and wanting to stay in one place and your mouth is stale with the taste of anger and jealousy and sheer mental boredom...

I am uninspired, uncaptivated. I want to caress creativity again, I want to feel it in me again, but right now I am sucked dry of all of it, I cannot write one beautiful word. I am dizzy, I am sad, and it all fell over so quickly. Unmotivated, unhappy, feeling the irritation at the base of my spine.

Why have my weekends been so depressingly lonely lately?
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